Hopeless

My 7 day Attack phase, didn't work out so well, since meat and fish is very expensive and that the food you should mostly eat. They should of called this the rich diet. The 2nd day I was hungry and shivering. While on this diet I was sleeping for at least 9 hrs a day. The 4th day I went to Brighton and was so tired I had to eat carbs and boy did I feel better, the symptoms of a hangover had gone, I could walk longer by the end I had lost 3lbs when it should 6-8 3lbs, however I hav lost inches.

Yesterday I had a job interview for the worst paying job in retail, so already I was pissed. When I gor their I learned they were interview 1000 people for only 105 jobs. Only 13 of those jobs were full time and half the part time jobs may terminate after 6 months. Ann the company recruitment had the audacity to tell us how fortunately we were to get an opportunity to work for this piss poor paying company, if I wasn't so angry I would of cried. I never seen a bunch of more unfortunately people, people who had lost their jobs( they still had nice clothes), staying at home mothers(ragged clothes/tight clothes) who needed to work and students who needed the money for further education, begging for a job at a bad paying fast fashion store and being told they were being giving a great opportuntiy, fu@king joke. An under the bus moment for sure.

UPDATEdue to the high calibre of over qualified people from other industry, I am on standby for a job for the lowest paying uk retail job.